Wasnt feeling too good :(

Heya guys...

Sorry I haven't been on .. YET AGAIN :/... I got bombed down with all the work in collage and Exam prep for Next Friday *sarcastic wooo* .. and Stress got to me and depression hit me hard so Im really sorry I haven't been on.. hope people haven't given up on me >.<..
Anyway basically Product design been getting to me mostly, got a 6 hour exam on Friday and I got course work I need to work on!.. and how the pace went I just couldn't keep up!.. watching every one else buckle down and work hard .. with me not being able to focus and do the work cause I just didn't understand, and slightly trailing behind just got to me!.. and I sort of flipped out (slamming the laptop closed and shouting how I cant do it) .. the collage however noticed this and instantly wanted to put me on an Anger management program, Fair enough on them to care some what. However I hated how I was treat sort of during it (this was a course of 2 weeks of meetings with teachers and form tutor) they explained to me like I was sort of insane and dangerous even to the point of them saying they where worried that I was to grab a tool and smash it over some ones head :S!.. I wouldn't do such a thing... but they don't know that do they -.-... *sigh*... that upset me and for a while I just thought I was crazy and stupid. Art was horrible .. again, Teachers being a little .. Blaaa.. and just the general atmosphere was upsetting ... (a reason why I didnt do any personal art work.. I just wanted to leave it >.> ) but honestly its mostly collage in general that got me down... HOWEVER!.. things are on the up side just this Thursday I had a long chat with my Product design teachers and for once they seemed human XD! hahaha!.. they helped me out and got wrid of all the stress of the work!..Basically they gave me a longer dead line and I can do the work in my pace so hopefully that should work! ..ALSO! Drawing a little more recently and noticed my drawing ability improve dramatically .. you will see with this! >> snoodle-dragon-b.deviantart.co… << anyway I hope your all well.. and when the xmas holiday comes, ill probably stick indoors much more and a lot more drawings can be done then ;3 hehe.. Well I hope your all ok!.. and im really sorry again but I hope you understand >.<...

.. Cya guys later ..

-James-